Lost love, Abandoned hopes
Would you ever have noticed that I love you?
If I hadn’t stood up to speak my mind
My words that reached you through the distance
Touched your soul a sleepless night
You must’ve heard me cry out that time
What I needed you to hear
The feelings that I had towards you
For as long as I remember
I thought you would come back to me
Now that I spoke my mind and opened up
That you felt the way that I did, the same
But the truth was we were miles apart
My life, the things I once believe in
The rules that built my world
The rug beneath my feet
Pulled out form under me without a warning
Will I ever live like I did again?
Why does it have to be so hard for me?
Does it have to be a struggle?
A fight to live each day to the next
To breathe to speak to see others laughing
I ask myself these questions
Over, over and over again
I love it when you smile towards me
And sometimes even when you’re mad
But the face you had when you told me: Sorry
Will be the one stays in my mind
“I could never give back to you
Return the feelings you are whishing for”
Those are the words you spoke to me
That became words of my chattered dreams
They will be with me forever
No matter how hard I try to push them away
Forgetting isn’t easy, believe I have tried
It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done, getting over you
My life, the things I once believe in
The rules that built my world
The rug beneath my feet
Pulled out form under me without a warning
Will I ever live like I did again?
Why does it have to be so hard for me?
Does it have to be a struggle?
A fight to live each day to the next
To breathe to speak to see others laughing
I ask myself these questions
Over, over and over again
They told me to leave the wishes behind
That the pain would subside with time
You were the only one that would have got it
But you were long ago gone
I was left me to fend for myself
In a world that was no longer my home
A hole inside my being
In the place you used to fill
Can’t even cry anymore
I have no feelings left
Whished you to give them back to me
That was why I told you
My life, the things I once believe in
The rules that built my world
The rug beneath my feet
Pulled out form under me without a warning
Will I ever live like I did again?
Why does it have to be so hard for me?
Does it have to be a struggle?
A fight to live each day to the next
To breathe to speak to see others laughing
I ask myself these questions
Over, over and over again
Confessions, opened heart, the word: Sorry
All my life’s about now
The hope I had is gone
It left with the cold autumn wind
Raindrops during dark nights
Drowned the hopes I used to have
I am all alone now
But I’ll manage, at least I think so
It’s like I told them back then
To make the stop the talking
I’ll be fine either way
I’ll be fine either way… That’s my promise…